The Opposite Situation

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum,

Its been quite a while since my last post but alhamdulillah I managed to find some time unexpectedly now to write this humble blog of mine. :) Its Syawal and everyone is busy with their raya outings and all but to me, I dont find any time to go out for outings. When they are happily going out, Im stuck at work. When Im free on my off days, they were busy working instead. So Ive always been the complete opposite. But no matter what, Im still grateful that I have a stable job when others are busy trying to get a job.

This month marks my 2nd month of me coming back to work and its been good so far alhamdulillah. Just that nowadays, I feel that I have to find my own time, own target whenever on my off days. To make it worst, next month Ill be transfered over to an another group, which means completely new people working with me in PSA. So, I can see myself without my friends whom used to be my usual kakis to hang out after work for breakfast and all. If this is what Allah is giving me, I put my heart and soul towards it. Im sure theres hikmah for everything thats gonna happen.

Today, I just bought for Remzy his "tongkat ali", Broquet Charger B5T, which is a fuel saver and also a horsepower booster. Its a good product and I recommend to all drivers and motorists to use this product in their vehicle as it really does give an increase of horsepower and higher mileage. Proven on my previous Super 4 which saw an increase of at least 3-5km/litre which means an increase of at least 60-80km mileage which is quite a high figure. I bought 1 for Sairi as I feel that he needs this too. Furthermore its on promotion price so I bought for him which he will pay me back when he has the money. I also bought voltmeter to monitor Remzy's battery. Bought 1 for Sairi as well as he wanted it as well.

I decided to buy my siblings a new pc for normal usage at home. Saw an ad in SBF, a guy selling a personal PC for just $250. A good offer. So I guess, Ill grab that. Not just for them, but for me as well so that they wont be using my personal laptop as my personal laptop should be used only by myself. So, by buying this, I can be sure that my laptop is just for me and only me. :)

Nothing much more to share for now. Insya Allah, Im still planning to buy these things on my mind which might crack some holes in my pocket but as to what I feel, invest some money for future convenience.

Here are some of them in my mind:
- Al-Quran Stylus $120
- Bracket for H&B Top Box $320
- Bike Cover $30
- Spider Net $10
- Personal PC $250

Insya Allah, all is well. With this, wabillah hitaufik wal hidayah,

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, happy for you..

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah,

Another stage of her life as a student has ended. Alhamdulillah she has graduated and now holds a Degree. Alhamdulillah for answering my prayers and Im sure her family's and other friends' as well. Now, its time for her to find her dream job and I hope, and always pray that all will be smooth sailing for her journey towards success. Insya Allah. Amin.

Wabillahi taufik wal hidayah. Wassalam mualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarokaatuh.

7 days before Ramadhan ends....

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah,

Alhamdulillah Im still alive today to continue my journey in this world and to update this blog. Tonight is a brand new shift for me as Ill be working with different people other than the usuals. Insya Allah it will be a breeze. Few more days before Ramadhan comes to an end. Ive mixed feelings as I dont feel the celebration of Hari Raya. In fact, Im still thinking of the ibadahs that Ive done. Ive done little compared to those who are far superior than me in terms of their ibadahs.

Maybe, I should share some knowledge with all of u. When we want to compare ourselves with others, there are some criterias. When we want to compare ourselves with those in terms of rezeki, we need to compare with those who are below us. As in those who are given lesser than us so that we can thank Allah for all that was given to u. Bersyukur to what we have compared to others who received lesser than us.

On the other hand, if we want to compare in terms of knowledge, then, we compare with those who are more superior than us. Like those ustazs and ustazahs. How much knowledge they have compared to us. When we compare ourselves like this, we tend to have the urge and semangat to learn even more.

I know its easier said than done as we are human beings afterall. Thats why we need to "serahkan diri" to Allah. We leave it all to Him but only after we had done our best. Same goes like we want to pass exams or projects. We always try our best then we leave it all to Allah. Never did we just leave it and say "leave it to Allah". We need to do our part then we leave the rest to Allah. This is what we call, Tawakkal. One good example is during Nabi Muhammad s.a.w, there is this person who never tie his camel, risked of losing it and leave it just llike that. When the prophet asked him to tie his camel, the person said "I leave it to Allah". The prophet replied "Tie your camel then leave the rest to Allah". So from this story, we knew that we need to do our part then we can leave the rest to Him.

One more thing before I end this post,  when we pray to Him and asks Him for anything we want, we should be specific. Some says that He already knew what we want. Yes He do knows what we want but He wants us to ask and be specific. Never have a mindset that says "ala Allah tau ape kite nk pe so tkya doa la."

Renungkanlah rakanku sekalian. Wabillahi taufik walhidayah, wassalamu`alaikum warahmatullahi wabarokaatuh.

1st post after......

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah.

Alhamdulillah Im still here to update my long lost blog after series of events which I wont mention here. Like what Nabi Muhammad s.w.t once said to always share good news and not the bad ones. Correct me if Im wrong. Alhamdulillah but at the same time, its sad to know that Ramadhan is coming to an end. What have we done and achieved this Ramadhan? For me, Alhamdulillah Im able to control my emotions at work which is super stressful and still keep my cool. Zikir endlessly whenever or wherever I am. But I didnt get to recite the al-Quran though :( but insya Allah ill continue to recite it even after Ramadhan.

If I were to pour all out, I would make a huge novel. So Ill just make it sweet n simple here :) All I can say is, Alhamdulillah whenever Im at a lost, He will guide me to the right path. All I need to do is ask. Yes, we ask from Him, we will never go wrong. Like what we, Islam, have learnt to tawakkal.

Yesterday, I went out to meet Sairi, my NS friend, to collect his bike which was sent for servicing @ Bikeworks after which we went to Simpang @ Bedok to meet his other friends, Fadhil and Amin. With Allah's will, Fadhil happens to be my friend afterall when I was working as a McD rider @ Sengkang few years back. Not just that, one of my other friends (As Wat) knew Sairi as well who happens to be his long time madrasah friend. Small world it is. As yesterday (after magrib onwards) marks an odd day in the Islamic calendar, its a sign Lailatul Qadar is around, anytime during these odd and final 10 days of Ramadhan.

So to all my fellow Islam muslim friends, hope we can make full use of our free time as much as possible during these final 10 days of Ramadhan to be closer to Him insya Allah. Not just that, hope it carries on and not to just stop even after Ramadhan insya Allah.

Til we meet again insya Allah,
Assalamualaikum.

Insya Allah..

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah,

2 more days to my lil sis' return to Singapore. Been waiting patiently for her as I missed her so much. Ever since she took care of me when I was hospitalised.

On a brighter side, few more days to my full recovery after my last operation coming soon insya Allah. Insya Allah everything will go smoothly and as planned. Hope and praying hard always to get back to both my feet and back to normal but this time, a more meaningful life awaits me. Insya Allah..make it happen Ya Allah. amin.

Meniti hari..

Assalamualaikum,

Insya Allah time passes by even though its slow but im patiently waitin for the day. The day ill be normal back again and this time a more meaningful life awaits me insya Allah. Thank you Allah for the chance given. Ill manfaatkannye insya Allah.

Its Official...

Assalamualaikum, bismillah,

Pejam kelip pejam kelip, da nak abes bulan ni. Its a simple malay phrase saying that without us knowing, its already the end of January. Many things had happened. From Aaliyah's birthday, to my success in achieving my Class 2 and my special day with her, which was also her birthday :) Alhamdulillah all the plans and budgets done, all was a success. I hope all of them love their presents. Aaliyah with her doctor tools, My beloved Ain with her new crocs, skirt and puzzle picture frame :) and thanks for the Vans Limited Edition Queen canvas shoes. I love it.

All had their presents, so what did I bought for myself? Well, after reveiling to her, its official, I got myself a new ride. Let me introduce to you, Remzy. It sounds twice as loud as my previous ride, Monster. I have my reasons for changing to this ride. Its been a great 2-3 years with Monster but its time to give way to my new friend. Hope this will last til my wedding days and having only her as my woman pillion other than my younger sis of course.

Here are some pics that I can share with you all before I end this post.

Aaliyah becoming a doctor...for a moment

Its been great to have had you around. Hope the next owner treats you the same or better than I do

Final moment before stripping down for the last time

Final stripping moments

Let me introduce to you, Remzy

I always change my bike, but no one can ever replace u in my heart. Happy Birthday once again cum 7th Anniversary

Get Well Soon..

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah,

Alhamdulillah, Ive just came back from Simpang Bedok after having my supper with Sairi, my ex NS mate and one of his friend...err..forgot his name. heee. Supposed to be working tonight but had to take urgent leave due to my elder sister being warded and mum was there the whole day. So, decided take the day off from work to see sis' condition and alhamdulillah, she's ok. She had her MRI scan and everything went well. No bloodclot as suspected but she needs to rest more. Dehydration was the cause of her to fall in the living room.

After seeing sis, I went to Changi Hospital to visit my another ex NS mate, Idris. He was involved in a terrible accident. I was thinking maybe he had a bike accident but I only got to know that this case is serious but unusual. Weird to say it all. He was in the taxi at the back when the taxi he's in was hit by an another car from behind. The impact was so great that the taxi spins causing him to fly out from the BACK windscreen. Yes, fly out from the BACK. To make things worst, its a hit and run case. I really hope the police do something about this as this is really serious.

Idris suffers a fractured right arm, bruises on the hands, severe bruises on the back, torn lips and multiple broken teeths. When I went in, I could really see him having difficulties talking, Its really heartbreaking to see his wife in tears looking after him at his side.

I really hope he gets well soon and so does my elder sis.

1st post for 2011...

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah,

My very first post for 2011. Alhamdulillah Im still here to update. How fast time has passed. In a few days time, Ill be having my Class 2 Traffic Police Test and shortly few days later my special one's birthday cum our 7th anniversary. The longest relationship and loveliest one ever and insya Allah, plans have been made :)

I can already feel the pressure as plans and events can already be seen in my mind. All the preparations. WOW. Its like, this year Im going to be 27. Warauweiiiii!!! I still remember when I was in primary school where I asked myself how am I going to be when Im an adult. That time I wasnt really into bikes and I even said I dont think I can even drive a car as that time I was scared to even sit on the driver's seat. Dad always make me seat on his lap and drive the car in the carpark. Heee. Well, time passed, here I am, having nearly all the licenses that I need to survive in Singapore. Not just having the licenses but also my very own bike(s). I still want to have the feeling of having my own car and house insya Allah. What a feeling it is to have all that with your special someone beside you :) insya Allah its near.

Hope this year will be a better year for me and to all insya Allah. Not just that, may whatever I planned and look forward to is being achieved. Insya Allah I can achieve more than what Ive had last year. Dreams can be a reality, throw away those nightmares and make those beautiful ones come true. Amiin. May Allah bless us all in this new year.

New Year = New Chapter = New Beginning.

Let us all begin this year with Alhamdulillah for still being here and Bismillah for a brand new start. Let us all achieve whats in our heart may all of it come true insya Allah. Some achievements in my mind before I leave...may not be this year but insya Allah to have them and maintain them are my achievement targets :) Amiin....

I dont know why this year I feel like I want all my things to be in white. Pure. Like how I loved White Ninjas ever since I was a child. Insya Allah. :)