Pissed? Not in the mood? I myself not sure..

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Its been sometime Ive updated this blog. As time passed by, I think to myself...whats goin on here...come on man...Im not an Ustaz...yeah yeah when I go to the mosque, my juniors from sec sch or even those who just knew me for quite some time will like..."hey abg ustaz...hello ustaz.."..I appreciate all those words but...I dont kinda like it either cause...come on la..Im not an ustaz. Im not that alim anyway. Its not that I dont appreciate it but Im just not that. Fullstop. Im not as alim as u think I am.

Even now Im pissed...why? cause I don think my weekends will be as planned. Even my outing sucks. I feel that Im all alone man. What the neraka....I just hate it when plans are not executed properly. Even today, my day ends badly and I mean really bad. I just feel like whacking my bike 200km/h on the road to ease my mind but I cant as Im wearing my scrambler helmet without visors on it...even 90-100km/h on the road can make me have tears in my eyes and contact lenses. I myself not sure why I feel this way but its just what I really feel. I am not alim as u all think and I cant be a person who....haizzz...nvm. I wont elaborate more. At least u guys knew that whatever it is...Im just pissed. I myself not sure how my weekends gonna be but we'll just see. k guys..am really not in the mood to write any longer. I dont even have the mood to upload any pics...in fact I dont have any to share with u guys..im sorry...just not in the mood. Pissing out...

Massalamah.