Ending 2010...

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah,

In a few hours time, its going to be 2011. Ill be spending the end of the year and also the beginning of the new year at work. What a day to end the year and the same time start a new year. But I cant complain because its been planned by Him. "Ada hikmah sebalik apa yang berlaku" or some said "everything happens for a reason".

Mixed feelings in me as this year comes to an end. I don't know if Ive done my best to make others happy especially her. To think of it, I guess I didnt make a good mark for it. Insya Allah, next year will be a good year for me. Amin.

I was planning to go to JB to pump petrol but after monitoring the camera online to see the traffic flow over at Causeway, it didn't turn out to be on my side. Its raining heavily and as Ive predicted, its gonna rain soon here and it did. Its raining cats and dogs here now. Hope it will stop before I start my journey to work later. Im praying hard tonight and tomorrow night will be smooth flowing at work as Ive had a hard time yesterday. I was too mentally tired that after Isha' I went straight to bed.

Ending the year with my Iman at its lowest is not a good thing. That explains everything. I always question myself why Allah....why am I too weak? show me the right path, show me a sign.. I was left disappointed as I cant see any of the signs.  Kept asking and think to myself,  I think Im being left behind because of my sins. But Allah never ever leaves behind His creations. He's always there for us. After some time, I listen to this song then I realized that the signs are everywhere. Its just us who needs to really open our heart and mind to "see" these signs. Insya Allah, Im doing this ikhlas and I hope this is the booster that I need to start the new year with a brand new me. Insya Allah for you and me.

Have a very Happy New Year to all and may all of us be blessed by Him on this very new year insya Allah.

Assalamualaikum. See you again this new year tomorrow :)