Its been 2 months now and Im trying to get used to this kind of life. Everything, Ill have to do and make decisions myself. No more someone to discuss with beside me before deciding on getting something. Can really see that Ive not been spending much for myself as Ive always been spending more on other people rather than myself to make me happy. So here I am, spending all that Ive earned on myself. Insya Allah and alhamdulillah Im getting whatever I wanted slowly. Ive set my targets and alhamdulillah its been good so far. Getting myself Xbox Kinect bundle by tomorrow insya Allah. Theres lots more on my list which Ill slowly set target to it.
Everywhere I go, I see couples: be it normal malay couples or those with tudungs, all happily going out with each other, even my lil sister has her own bf whom is my NS friend as well. Happy for her. As my other friends are getting engaged and getting married and so on, others from single to in a relationship, for me, Ive had it. Ive had enough of love. Like what people said, "Jodoh takkan ke mana". So Ill just let it be, No need to search for love, let love search for me. Ive learnt that even if we have had a long relatinship with someone, does that someone really knows us inside out? When something happened, then we knew that special someone cant really accept us. So, enough of love or falling in love.
Slowly now, once all my targets are met, then its time to fork out all those savings, not all, but some savings into investing properties at our neighbouring country. Singapore? Cannot make it. Government cutting their own citizen's throats. Its time to really invest our hard earned money elsewhere. With the increasing number of foreign talents, its really time for us Singaporeans to step up and keep up with the stndard of living nowadays.
Insya Allah, all is well. Everything is goin to be just fine. My new brand of life. My 2nd breath of life. Like what Edward Maya said, "This is my life."
With this, wabillah hitaufik wal hidayah,
Assalamualaikum.
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