The past, the future...

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Few more days before I end my 2 weeks of holiday. Did I spent it wisely? Maybe? Yes? No? But I did had fun for some days. Not forgetting work too as there is this one day I worked from 10am to 10pm in the evening til closing. I just want to get of my mind and take the pedal off from the gas to really spend time with my loved ones after which Ill dedicate my time for my remaining project days to work on my Silverlight programming.

Ive alot in mind to really settle stuffs and all but I just have to take it 1 at a time. Ive been spending alot of time thinking of the future ahead of me. Really looking forward to end my student life after getting hold of my Diploma. Going into working life, which I really been waiting for. I would really love to earn my own living. I do own my living and earnings now but its just part time. I really want to do it full time now. But for now, Ive to concentrate on my current final year project.

Wait, wait.... did I say that I want to really use this 2 weeks o holiday? Yes yes...so for now, Im really not in the mood for project talks. So, be it. :)

Tomorrow, Im going for the leadership camp at Kampung Siglap Mosque for 3 days. Yes. At last, 3 days of pure spiritual relaxation. :) But not exactly 3 days though cause I will take time off from the camp on Saturday as Ive escort for my old time friend as he is getting married. So, I really need to plan my time well. Have to go to JB to pump petrol before the escort. So Im planning to go to JB on Friday night right after they are done for their Friday schedules in the camp. So that would be like erm..1am in the morning? Who cares...as long as I get my things done. ;)

For the past few days, I really had fun. Not just fun, but satisfaction cause I really did spent my time with my loved ones. Fauzi's birthday, Fadhilah birthday, Fauzi having his hair cut by mama before he went for NS...it was really fun. Having all the family members in the house..really feel blessed. :)

Yesterday, went to the movies to catch this movie,

the show really touched my heart as it really shows that no matter how bad that person is, there are still good deeds inside that person and yes, people do change.

I had this temptation to own this handphone.



I was at the nokia shop at AMK Hub just now and it really catched my attention. tried the phone and im impressed. It really has everything that I really need. From an organiser to alarm, ringtones and even the eye catching keyboard. Not forgetting the touch screen functions. Cool huh. But at a whooping price of S$1088, thats quite expensive. If only Im working full time, I would have gotten it for myself. Whatever it is, studies 1st.

I wouldnt want to blabber more so Ill end my post here. :)

Massalamah.

Ciri-Ciri Muslim Sejati

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Sesuatu yang ingin saya kongsi bersama..

Ciri-Ciri Muslim Sejati

1. Bermanfaat pada orang lain

Sebagai mulim, kita harus mempunyai sifat-sifat yang baik, contohnya sifat amanah dan tidak menipu. Sifat yang baik itu akan membawa manfaat kepada diri kita dan juga orang lain. Jika kita mempunyai sifat tersebut, orang-orang akan mempercayai kita Mereka juga tidak akan ragu-ragu minta pertolongan dari kita kerana mereka tahu bahawa kita adalah orang yang amanah. Dengan menolong orang lain, kita menunjukkan bahawa kita bermanfaat kepada orang lain

2. Tersusun urusannya

Seseorang muslim sejati ialanah muslim yang tersusun urusannya. Urusan seharian yang tersusun memudahkan urusan atau perkara yang hendak dilakukan. Sekiranya kita ketika di rumah memunyai waktu lapang, kita digalakkan untuk membuat jadual harian sama ada waktu bersekolah ataupun bersukan. Jika kita menetapkan jadual harian, pastinya kita akan rasa mudah utuk melakukan urusan-urusan lain.

3. Sangat menjaga masa

Muslim yang sejati ialah muslim yang sangat menjaga masanya. Islam menekankan bagi kita semua menjaga waktu. Contohnya waktu-waktu solat. Sekiranya kita menjaga waktu solat maka kehidupan kita akan terurus. Kita juga dinasihatkan supaya tidak melengah-lengahkan waktu-waktu solat kerana perbuatan itu tidak disukai Allah. Oleh yang demikian, kita harus berusaha mengerjakan solat pada waktunya.

4. Ibadah yang sahih

Kita harus menjaga tatatertib ketuka bersolat atau mengerjakan ibadah. Contohnya waktu sebelum solat, kita haruslah mengambil air wudhuk kemudian bersedia untuk ke masjid atau musollah. Sekiranya kita mahu membuang air, sebaiknya lakukan itu sebelum mengambil wudhuk. Dan ketuak mengerjakan solat, kita tidak digalakkan untuk bergerak-gerak ketika bersolat. Oleh itu, kita haruslah melakukan ibadah yang sahih untuk menjadi seorang muslim yang sejati.

5. Akhlak yang baik

Muslim sejati mempunyai sifat-sifat yang sempurna. Pergaulan dijaga, percakapan sopan dan saling memahami diantara kawan-kawan merupakan akhlak yang baik. Sekiranya kita mempunyai sifat-sifat muslim sejati ini, ia memudahkan bagi kita untuk begaul dengan kawan-kawan lain. Kita haruslah bersopan-santun ketika becakap dengan kawan-kawan terutama sekali ibu bapa kita semua.

Jadi apabila berada di rumah nanti, kita mestilah berubah dan mulakan hari kita semua dengan akhlak yang baik.

Massalamah,

Assalamualaikum.

Moody moody tuesday...

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

I dont know why Im feeling this way. Im not tired but mentally yes. Been thinking too much I guess. Alot had happened today and Im just too tired to talk about it. Maybe when people dont understand you, its hard to really as if everything is fine. But somehow, even when we tried our best, someone said we are not doing it.

Just imagine, you worked yourself up to do something with all your heart. You've given it all but in the end, someone tells you "hey, come on la. You're doing it half hearted". Or lets say you really sped your way to do something very important but ended up someone tells you "hey, please la dont take your own sweet time".

How frustrating can that be?

Alhamdulillah today went well even though something crops out. Right after school, went straight to solat Asar then off to work. When Ive reached there, my friend was already there sitting outside. So I asked him hows today..he replied saying he started at 4pm and til 6pm he did nothing. No orders at all. So I went to the kitchen to put my things there and went out to sit with him. Within 5min, I blackout. By then I woke up, it was 7pm. Guess Im too tired afterall.

Tonight I ended work early. right on the dot 10pm I started my bike and went off home. I was really too tired. Im not sure physically or mentally. Both I guess. My laptop also giving me headaches.

As for now, Im really tired. I cant think too much now. Guess Ive to go now to get my rest.

Massalamah.

Was just lucky..

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

It was a sunny morning as always going to school on a monday blues. I was riding slowly like 60km/h on the major road. It was a peaceful ride till this bus suddenly went into my lane. Right after the traffic junction of Hougang Stadium, I was heading straight when this bus suddenly swerve into my lane forcing me to pick up speed to avoid the bus and swerving back to the centre lane. As I was trying to avoid the bus, another bike went into the centre lane as well. This time, I only managed to avoid a full impact and it ended with the rider hitting my right arm. Fortunately, both of us went off unhurt. Just a slight pain and I just shake it off. The rider did apologize to me at the next traffic light. We shook hands and went off. Even though it was a close call, I was shivering from then on.

After school, I was scheduled to work from 6 to 10pm. Thats when I encountered another close call. I was sending my last order and was on my way back to the shop when this van suddenly swerve into my lane right before the PIE bridge. I managed to avoid him. This van swerve as in really swerve..sudden swerve. That made me really pissed off. I went beside him and raised my hand..I think he was really scared that he didnt have the guts to even look at me. If I was not in control of myself, I would have stopped him in the centre of the road. But I was calming myself down and once again, I avoid another potential accident.

I was not speeding at all and all these happened. I was really pissed with those drivers. I myself aren't sure how they get their license when they are driving like.....u know. Whatever it is, lets hope that tomorrow will be a better day than today.

Disappointing end..

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah, even though the match ended with a devastating defeat...a narrow defeat, we managed to held our heads high. We gave our all for the match but hard luck. In the end, 4-3 was the final scoreline. Quoted by a Man Utd fan, Khai.."The feeling of the defeat was even worst than watching Man Utd lost to Barca."

Okay match aside. Now have to be mentally prepared for school tomorrow as we start our final week of the project before we have our 2 weeks break. Im truly looking forward towards it. Just need a moment to really relax myself.

My weekend was filled with laughters, smiles all around and not forgetting the celebration of my belated birthday. I didnt really expect that. I thought that we will just chill as usual. The others went somewhere saying they have something urgent to settle. Little did I knew that they asked me to go with Syawal to Keppel Bay first while they went to buy my birthday cake. Thanks guys. That really brightens up my day. Before that, the wedding event already brightened up my day cause....i get to see her :) gorgeous. Fantabulous. k k shhh.*mint diam eh*

Once again, thanks guys. :) "Perbezaan bukan satu halangan" SetiaKawan.

Hmm, suddenly I feel that Ive alot of commitments. As a brother, a son and also a slave to Allah. Just now, during our dinner after the match, I volunteered myself to become the team's goalkeeper. I just feel that its time for me to really step up for the team. I myself dont know why Ive done that, but yah, I feel its for the better. Talking about commitment, Khai just said to me. "Whatever u do, dont give 100%..." That makes me think back. Ive always given my all but yah sometimes, even when we push in hard..the results always end up not to what we expected.

I knew there will be someone who compares me to other people. Others who are much2 more better than me in the espect of financial, religious and studies. For me, I do expect people to accept me for who I am and of course I will strive and improve for the very best. But if Im not to what they want, Im sorry. In the case of relationship, if I am not good for that someone, when someone thinks that there are someone who is even better than me to have that somebody, I dont mind(even though I do). Because Im more than happy if that someone you really love is being taken cared of much more better than me myself. But whatever it is, I myself am doing whatever I can to be a better person. I am me, and this is me.

To summarize things up, even though it was a disappointing end to the weekends, hey heads up cause I am smiling :) These are all challenges. We cant expect everything to be perfect. We have our highs and lows. Just pray that tomorrow will be better than today. Ameen. Lets change our mindset. Down doesnt mean we are out. It is just the beginning for us to really buck up to be at the top and I will make it to that very top. I will and I can. Yes I can.

K thats all for now. These are some pics of the snake which made me jump like a monkey when Syawal shouted "eh aki...ULAR!!(snake)" which was crawling in front of my shoe.



K guess thats it. :)

Massalamah

Happy birthday Hareez and Seri..

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

1st and foremost, I would like to take this opportunity to say happy birthday to my dear brother and sister, Hareez and Seri. Its been 3yrs now together like a family. Lunch together, study together and even share gossips together. Keke.

Today was a tiring day for me as always. From early morning of 10am til 4pm I went non-stop trying to find the codes to debug those coding errors. Really makes me feel sick and tired. Luckily after school, we went to Simpang Bedok to celebrate Seri and Hareez's birthday. At least, all those cooled me down and really it did destress. What a better way to end the day as well.

If that destressed myself, in the evening, I went for my usual Wednesday fardhu ain class. There she was, behind me as always smiling and waving at me when I looked back. Faizal finally gets to see her after some time when he always asked me who is she all that. Now then he saw for himself. ;) Happy now? keke.

Well, for tonight's class, we didnt studied as the usual Nifas. Instead, we have a guest from Indonesia. A habib and he shared with us some stories of Nabi Muhammad S.A.W (our phophet ) and that really smoothed our heart. Really cooled down and calm.

I dont have much to write actually. Im mentally tired after having the whole day going here and there. Not forgetting the stress to get the codes. Tomorrow will be an another day before Friday. Really looking forward towards Friday as we will be having our 1st ever Inter DU combined sports day. But still, there are lots more to think of rather than Friday itself.

For now, Ill leave u with some pics of the birthday celebration just now. Once again, Happy birthday guys. Smile :)

p/s: I miss u..

Birthday girl and boy, Seri and Hareez

Those who made it possible

Tiring Tuesday

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

What a day it was. Reached school and clocked in at 852am as I sat down in front of the PC taking out my organiser and log book. As I was reading through my organiser, I thought to myself. How am I going to be like in future. Can I get what Ive always wanted? Ive always thought far. Far as in what would life be in 5 yrs time, 10 yrs time. Hmmm...nevermind. Still long way to go. One step at a time.

In school, Ive to once again squeeze all my brain juice to work on my project. That deep zoom thingy and panoramic images. Giving me headaches. Even during lunch time, I didnt join my friends. I was stucked to my PC thinking how can I really solve that errors. The whole day I was in front of that PC and at last, I finally gave up at 4pm. As you all know, after 4pm, our brain will be at its weakest. Not the best time to really squeeze ur brain cells. Decided to update my emails and facebook but to my dismay, the internet connection was soooooo slow. I gave up halfway and instead, I went to youtube to watch some laughing gas videos. That includes my favourite spidey outfit Tecktonik dance. keke. At least, that cheers me up after a long day.

After school, went for prayers after which I went straight to work. Work as usual and here I am..just settled down. Time check now is 1205am. Guess Ill make my move now. Take care readers. Hope tomorrow will be better than today. Insya Allah. Ameen.

Massalamah.

Wonderful weekend...

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

What a wonderful weekend Ive had. From catching the latest movie to celebrating one of my important people in my future life. Not forgetting the unforgettable hiking of Macritche Reservoir on Sunday morning.

Last Friday, I received my 1st gift for my 25th birthday from someone really special to me. :) I liked them alot..I simply love them :) thanks. We had dinner together with one of my darlings :)

Saturday was one of the best days of my life. Went out with someone special to the movies to catch a hilarious movie "Night At The Museum 2" which I personally think that this one is much more better and funnier than the 1st. We went to search for mama's present which we ended buying perfume and also facial stuffs. After which, we went to Al-Falah to meet the others as in the family members. Right after Magrib prayers, we went straight to Changi Airport T2 to have our dinner where I had Seafood Lasagne. One of the nicest dish that Ive ever had. Had some desert and camwhoring as always. Ended the day well and Im sure, that's the best day of the week.

That same night, after reaching home , Ive to make my way to JB to my dad's place to get something very important. That was my mum's signature and to write explaination letter to my school for my absence the week before. So, went there together with my younger sister. Reached there ard 2am and I planned to go back ard 330am. So I decided to take a nap asking my mum to wake me up at 330am so that I can get back home to get ready for the hike early morning. Well, as always, mum tried hard to wake me up but ended I slept soundly and by the time I woke up, the time shown was 6am sharp. That was when I went straight to wake my sister up and started my bike's engine. Packed things up and straight to my bike waiting for my sister. On the way home, it was so cold that even when my sister was wearing her jacket, we could feel the coldness of the morning glory.

Reached home at 7am and straight to the toilet to take my bath and off to yishun to meet her again. :) yeah...my someone special...again...yes 3 days straight :) This time we went hiking together with her SIM friends. It was a nice and tiring hike. I lost count of the distance we've travelled. I think its more than 10km. We had fun. She brought her camera and as always, ended up..me being the cameraman. Took nice pictures..ehem2...for me its nice..keke. I dont have much to share with u guys here. Maybe if u have facebook account, U guys can take a look there :)

Oh ya, I was forced to skip my weekend soccer as I overlooked at the time. Match supposed to start at 3pm @ compassvale sec but I thought it was 5pm. So by then, it was already little too late as I reached home 345pm. If I were to go for my soccer, the match would already finished. In the end, I went to my "bed" and closed my eyes. When I woke up(she called), it was already Magrib. Asar? Gone in the wind :S I didnt realized that I was so exhausted and extremely tired til I slept all the way til Magrib.

In the evening, I was so fresh after the sleep. Decided to do some household choirs which took me the whole night. By then, the time struck 1am. I went back to sleep and wait for the next morning.

So, there you go guys. My wonderful weekend. One of the best...the finest...only when my someone special is around.

This time around, I dont have any pics to share. Instead you guys can try to look at some of them in my facebook account. Time now is 115am and Ive to go off now. Gotta be mentally prepared for tomorrow. Need to do some research and codings for my silverlight project. Do pray for me guys. Last but not least...to that someone...

Thanks for your presence..the gifts...the presents...thanks for everything.

Massalamah.

p/s: I always need u..

Turning 25..

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Its already my 5th week of school and also major project. I can really feel the pinch of tiredness. every single weekday 9-530pm without fail. Now that's one really long day. Not forgetting my work after school which is from 6-10pm. That can already drain me down.

What have I done? Nothing much. Not much updates actually. Recent activities was just the Red Bull Extreme MotoCross Stunt @ Singapore Flyers. Many of my long lost friends were met down there. Those who rode mountain bikes, now already have their own bikes. Had a reunion dinner with my MWR friends too where we went to Marina Barrage. (pictures available in facebook).

Projects are really killing me. Problems after another. Had to do research here and there. Having sleepless nights always but every Wednesday, its just a must for me to attend some religious classes o ease my mind. Thanks to you :)

Thanks to those who wished me during my birthday. It doesnt really matter when but the thoughts that count. I love u guys ana yes I love you.

Ive nothing much to say actually. My brain is not functioning well I guess. Mentally tired after the whole week mostly in front of the PC doing researches and also codings...warauweiiiiii..

Seriously, I just cant think more of what to blog. Ill just leave u guys with some pictures that I took during my photo taking for my Deep Zoom Composer images. :) Insya Allah see you guys..

Massalamah.

Enfi Theatre

Enfi Theatre 2

Red Bull gives u wings...

Welcome to the fountain

Im proud to say this is my school

Last but not lease, this is my pic 2hrs before Im officially 25. (17/5/2009)

Time flies...

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Usually I would have put my pictures at the very last but this time, Ill make some changes. Ill post pictures before starting. :)

Ill start with..

keke...k k lets move on :P

Let me introduce to u my rocking partner, Ridzwan and ull see more of him when I post some videos in the future to come :P

Swine Flu....CHOI LA CHOI..NAUZUBILLAH MIN ZALIQ!! I just dont have the idea how to pose in a pic

As always, When Im crazy, he is even crazier.

This is how u kill boredom

What did I tell u...see how he really stick his tongue out. Rockers Never Die!!

When its time to be serious, I mean BUSINESS.

I love my headphone. Without it, I wont be able to listen to musics.

Yeah man, C#. Anyone wanna share their experiences?

The front page...

Look at the difference between my shoe and Fadhilah's

When Monster meet his twin brother, Transformers Decepticon

Side View of the Twins

Wow, looking at the time, Ive not been updating my blog for quite some time til someone "mengamuk" ...keke. Relax Ridz. No time man to update blog since school re-opens. Its more like prison in school. Keke. Weekends are the days that I can really release all those school major project stress. So guys, weekends, please dont ask me about school.

What Ive been doing so far in school? Guess Ive learnt alot and I really mean it. I may have been msn-ing or facebooking everyday but that doesnt mean Im not doing work. But the interesting thing is that when Im serious in the lab, my partner is having his good times and when he is having his real time doing the project, Im spending my time singing beside him :P he really has to get used to me singing beside him with my big earpiece. Keke. Ridz, if I can endure u, I guess u have to endure my irritating attitude too :P

Maybe Ill talk to you guys about what Ive learnt so far. Have u guys ever heard of Silverlight? K let me tell u guys what Ive really understand.

Silverlight is more likely or commonly used like Flash. It is the same thing just that Flash is from Adobe while Silverlight is from Microsoft. They have their own differences and limitations. I wont go into further details but for the past 2 weeks, Ive really felt the pressure and still thinking how will our supervisor rate us here. Ridz has been constantly telling me how much he needs those grades and insya Allah pal I wont let u down. Just that u know me, when im serious, im really serious but when Im playful, I know u cant take it. Keke. But whatever it is, Ill make sure U get those grades ;)

Few days or about a week ago, Ive really spent some quality times with my future family.Ehem2...Ill just say my family :) we went bowling, swimming and had dinner. They even celebrated the May Babies that includes me :P Adeiii...Ill be 25 years old in a weeks` time. I know Im old but whatever it is, insya Allah U will go through it too insya Allah. I just love my family :)

p/s: i love u

Lets change the topic..keke. Last Saturday, SetiaKawan held a meeting and a short one but as always, when we meet, we'll surely end the day late going here and there. We met at Keppel Bay after which we went to West Coast to eat before proceeding to West Coast Park. Met riana, my buddy's gf. What a coincidence. Keke. Dont wanna talk much about that. Not that important. Keke. After nearly 2 hours there, then we decided to go to Merlion for a chit chat and thats when the race begins.

Up to speeds of 130km/h, all 6 or 8 bikes(I forgot) went out into the streets from west coast all the way to esplanade. keke.

After chit chatting there, we planned to go Rubinah @ Sembawang to try out this drink called "Yakuple" but ended in despair as the person said there are too busy. What the...haiz...whatever it is, there is a hikmah. We canceled our plan to go yishun dam and that was just my luck. Right after reaching home, it was pouring heavily. Guess He really wants me to go home. Thanks alhamdulillah.

K Ive update my blog for now and I really have nothing more to say. Insya Allah Ill take some time off during my major project to at least write something here. :) In the mean time, Enjoy your weekends and love ur family.

Last but not least, to all mothers, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. :)

Massalamah,

9 ways to get happy in the next 30 minutes

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Okay since its Monday Blues...I would like to share with u guys this topic which I think would be useful for all of us. :) smile~~~

1. Raise your activity level to pump up your energy. If you're on the phone, stand up and pace. Walk to a coworker's office instead of sending an e-mail. Put more energy into your voice. Take a brisk 10-minute walk. Even better...

2. Take a walk outside. Research suggests that light stimulates brain chemicals that improve mood. For an extra boost, get your sunlight first thing in the morning. Find the best walking workout for your exercise style.

3. Reach out. Send an e-mail to a friend you haven't seen in a while, or reach out to someone new. Having close bonds with other people is one of the most important keys to happiness. When you act in a friendly way, not only will others feel more friendly toward you, but you'll also strengthen your feelings of friendliness for other people.

4. Rid yourself of a nagging task. Deal with that insurance problem, purchase something you need, or make that long-postponed appointment with the dentist. Crossing an irksome chore off your to-do list will give you a rush of elation.

5. Create a more serene environment. Outer order contributes to inner peace, so spend some time organizing bills and tackling the piles in the kitchen. A large stack of little tasks can feel overwhelming, but often just a few minutes of work can make a sizable dent. Set the timer for 10 minutes and see what you can do. In that time, take a quick look around the house and see how to get organized using everyday items.

6. Do a good deed. Introduce two people by e-mail, take a minute to pass along useful information, or deliver some gratifying praise. In fact, you can also...

7. Save someone's life. Sign up to be an organ donor, and remember to tell your family about your decision. Do good, feel good―it really works!

8. Act happy. Fake it 'til you feel it. Research shows that even an artificially induced smile boosts your mood. And if you're smiling, other people will perceive you as being friendlier and more approachable. There's no need to walk around in a constant state of worry. After all, what's the worst that can happen if you bounce a check or leave wet clothes in the dryer?

9. Learn something new. Think of a subject that you wish you knew more about and spend 15 minutes on the Internet reading about it, or go to a bookstore and buy a book about it. But be honest! Pick a topic that really interests you, not something you think you "should" or "need to" learn about.

Massalamah,

Wassalam.

First goal of the season..

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah I ended the weekends with my name on the score sheet for my 1st match of the new season in D2D sports soccer league for Redbacks FC. It was a beautiful feeling scoring that goal as it ties the game at 2-2 having to come back from behind 2-1.

This weekend was nice..quite tiring as well. I did spent real time with my friends as Ive not been spending much time with them. So on Saturday, after the soccer match @ Alexander Hospital was cancelled, I decided to hang around with my bike friends, SetiaKawan.

As our monthly meeting was cancelled, I decided to meet Mint after work to go to Vivo. So after my work in the morning ti 4pm, I went home straight and settled down, perform my prayers before meeting Mint @ Esso in Hougang before we went to Vivo. After spending some time there trying to find my hairband, we failed to find it. As my stomach is making noise due to hunger, we decided to go somewhere to eat dinner. That was when I called Abd to join us. So we met at Esso petrol station and while waiting, I bought BOSS. Its like Nescafe but tastes nice.

After that we went to Simpang Bedok for our dinner after which we went to Mustapha to meet Azim and Makruf. As the time was nearly 1am, we decided to go Yishun Dam to rest a while. There we chat and yes even though Abd just met Azim and makruf, they clicked well so yah..alhamdulillah.

Last week, I went to visit my late grandfathers graves, my aunt and even my godsis`. I did shed tears when I went to visit my late godsis` grave. I promised to take care of her younger sister, Mirah, but I guess I failed miserably. I really hope that I can just be there to see her smile. How I miss my late god sister. Im sorry Ayuni.

When you left us, I thought I wont be the Hafidz who cares alot for the girl name Ayuni anymore, but guess what..another girl named Mas Ayuni came into my life. Guess God really wants me to be that Hafidz and to add into the surprise, her younger sister has nearly the same name as her sister. My late godsister 's younger sister is Amirah and Mas Ayuni's sister is Namirah. So close and yes I do care for them. I even called them "my darlings". There's others too I called them my darlings..like Fadhilah and Umairah. =) not forgetting the guys too, Fadhil and Fauzi. I treated them like my very own brothers and sisters.

On the other hand, its been a week Ive started my major project and I am struggling to cope with those Silverlight thingy but that wont slow me down. I wont let my partner down as well. I knew he is going through alot of stress being my partner..keke. But insya Allah, we will go through this okay?

Ill leave u guys behind with some pics which are memorable to me. Enjoy.

Ayuni, myself and Namirah

Namirah and me

Me together with my darlings* :P *hint2*

My darlings together with Fauzi

Fadhil and Uncle..

Major Project = Major Nightmare

If only this pipe is legal, I would have installed it on my Monster. Yoshimura USA

My uncle's pet. See how he really sat on me.

My late grandfather's graveyard

This was at Shell near Mustapha while waiting for Azim and Mint

A sunny morning at the graveyard

Last but not least, everyone here whom I really love, everyone whom I can proudly say...this is my family :)

Maassalamah.

Wassalam

Ilmu...

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Di antara hal yang mampu menghiburkan seseorang ketika mengalami kesepian atau ketika sedang dilanda kesedihan adalah menuntut ilmu dan sentiasa bersama ilmu.

Berkata Al-Imam Al-Mawardiy:

"Ilmu adalah pengganti dari segala kelazatan dan mencukupi dari segala kesenangan…. Barangsiapa yang menyendiri dengan ilmu maka kesendiriannya itu tidak menjadikan dia sepi. Dan barangsiapa yang menghibur diri dengan kitab-kitab maka dia akan mendapat kesenangan…. Maka tidak ada teman berbual sebaik ilmu dan tidak ada sifat yang akan menolong pemiliknya seperti sifat al-hilm (sabar dan tidak terburu-buru)."

(Adabud Dunya wad Diin hal.92, dari Aadaabu Thaalibil 'Ilmi hal.71)

Massalamah.

1st day of school....

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Ever heard of the "Horny ESI"? well, I guess you guys dont. keke. Cause thats the name I could think of and the person driving the car I suggested to call him Horny Tat. keke. Dont worry guys. He's not horny..just that the horns in his new car made him being called that name. keke. K k Ill tell you guys what really happened.

I was riding my bike towards the end of engineering hall, TCC and I had just switched off my engine when suddenly I saw this car drove past the main road outside the school with the sound of the horns continuosly. In my heart I knew his horns are stucked or wires short-circuit while he was pressing onto his steering wheel. keke. I knew thats his car cause he showed me during our lunch break. keke. K thats funny. During dinner, we went to AMK together with Nic, Wee Wee, Nigel, myself and Tat of course and I just cant stop teasing Tat and finally we gave him a name.."Horny Tat"...keke. Dont be angry bro..keke. Cant help it. Just kidding but damn funny la. keke.

From what you guys have witnessed, Its really a great day to start sch even though the project itself can kill me. Silverlight...or do you guys heard of Adobe Flash? yes its the same as that just that Silverlight is under Microsoft and yes dudes, Im using this for my MP(Major Project) for 12 continuous weeks. 9-530pm every single weekday. Monday to Friday. But the best thing is, on Friday, we actually have sports. Thats great. Release stress on that very Friday. :D so not much of a stress. Maybe Ive not felt the stress yet..Hope not. Nauzubillah min zaliq.

Okay as usual, went to sch in the morning, with my shades on riding my Monster. On the way to sch, this malaysian rider die2 wants to cut through me till he went too close to me that I lose my patience then I whack the throttle hard giving that VROOM yoshi sound to him telling him to move off and yes, not just him...other riders ard me too. heeee~~ just cant help it. I hate it when those riders come too close to me.

In sch, bored as usual and yes there's briefing about the MP but the briefing I heard from the others that whatever they said was right inside the textbook. So for what then we need to hear that briefing? As you all know, I wont last 5mins in a lecture and indeed...it was like 5 mins after I sat down at the back seats of the TCC, I went to dreamland. I thought I was the only one but when I was awake, I saw Nabilah sleeping beside me. keke. Same old Nabilah. While the others, attentive ones of course like Ridz..just hear them blablabla..For me, I just cant help it. I cant survive in lectures. really..

Ive pics to actually put it in here but Im really lazy to upload them from my hp. Maybe next time. :)

I just wanna wish someone out there who will be taking written exams ahead in May and not forgetting the projects to be submitted. I really hope you dont think too much but just do your work. The more you complain, it won speed up ur process, it just dragged you but still the project wont finish. Its better you just stick to working on it and finish it. Once done, send in and walla, you're done. Just left with exams. Before you know it, everything's done and over. Thats when you will call...VICTORY!!! YES. Just do it, get it done and over it...you can do it. Ive faith in you. ;)

p/s: Im always praying for the best.

Massalamah.

Wassalam.

Bad mood, better recall

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Something weird but this is what researchers found out.

The University of New South Wales team used a Sydney news agency to test whether people's moods had an impact on their ability to remember small details.

Researchers placed 10 small items on the shop counter, including a toy cannon, red bus and a piggy bank, and quizzed shoppers about what they remembered seeing upon their exit.

Lead researcher Joseph Forgas said subjects were able to remember three times as many items on cold, windy, rainy days when there was sombre classical music playing as they were when conditions were sunny and bright.

Rainy-day shoppers were also less likely to have false memories of objects that weren't there, said Forgas.

"We predicted and found that weather-induced negative mood improved memory accuracy," he wrote in the study, which was published in the latest edition of the Journal of Experimental Social Psychology.

"Shoppers in a negative mood showed better memory and higher discrimination ability."

Forgas said a worse mood helped to focus people's attention on their surroundings and led to a more thorough and careful thinking style, while happiness tended to reduce focus and increase both confidence and forgetfulness.

From the above, can I say that in mathematics formula:

Bad Mood = Focus + thorough careful thinking
Good Mood = Confidence + forgetfulness

Yeah. Thats what I thought so from my experience in school and even now. Life is challenging indeed.

Massalamah.

Life...Be happy.

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Just something to ponder about...

we convince ourselves that life will be better once we are married, have a baby and another.

Then we get frustrated because our children are not old enough, and that all will be well when they are older.

Then we are frustrated because they reached adolescence and we must deal with them. Surely we will be happier when they grow out of the teen years .

We tell ourselves ouw life will be better when our spouse gets his/her act together, when we have nicer car, when we can take a vacation, when we finally retire.

The truth is that there is no better time to be happy than right now.

if not. then when?

Your life will always be full of challenges. It is better to admit as much and to decide to be happy in spite of it all.

For the longest time, it seemed that life was about to start. Real Life. But there was always some obstacles along the way, an ordeal to get through, some work to be finished, some time to be given, a bill to be paid, then life would start.
I finally came to understand that those obstacles were life.

That point of view helped me to see
that there isnt any road to happiness
happiness IS the road.

So, enjoy every moment.
Stop waiting for school to end, for a return to school, for work to begin,to get married and more before deciding to be happy.

Happiness is not a voyage, not a destination
There is no better time to be happy than...
NOW!!

Lets try this out.

If I asked u to give me names of the last 5 years of the winners in Miss Universe..Can u answer me?

and compare to..

List me the names of those closest to u in the last 5 years of your life...

More manageable for the 2nd question right? So what Im trying to say here is..

The people who mean something to your life are not "the best", dont have the most money or won any grammy's or great prizes. They are the ones who care about you, take care of you, those who, no matter what, will stay close by u.

So this is life. Cherish those close to you. Be happy.

Massalamah.

Maulids

Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah my last weekends was one of the greatest experience Ive ever had. I went to maulid's and I can really feel the berkah. The feeling of satisfaction. Its just undescribable. I took off which Im supposed to work usually on Saturdays but its been 2 weeks which Ive really took time off from work and went to this rare occasion which in fact like once a year and I can really feel the great feeling when u sit there and selawat. Bersyukur that Ive attended all these. I went to the National Stadium. Masya Allah, I really feel blessed.

Not just that I went for maulids but I also get to feel the bonding of my 2nd family which I had supper with them and last week I spent almost all the time from Thursday til Sunday with them. We went to ECP even though it was raining, I did managed to swim in the sea with fauzi and I even dig a huge hole...nothing to do actually. Keke. Ive no pictures for now but insya Allah Ill ask from fauzi who has all the pictures taken that day. But I managed to take some pictures while in the maulid @ National Stadium and also Masjid Omar.

Btw, I did went to MWTI for another maulid but didnt take any pics cause have nothing to take actually. Keke. After which I went out with my beloved darlings to bugis and spend some quality times together :)

On overall, I did enjoyed my weekends in which I can say one of the best weekends ever. Thanks guys...thanks everyone who made it possible for me to really experience those wonderful moments in maulids and yes..thank u *wink2* :) last but not least, thank God for making this happen. Ameen.

Ill end this post with some pics of course and videos which we managed to capture during the maulids.

When the lights are out, then the songs came in..even though I dont know the artist but his songs were nice..thumbs up.

Nice scenary Masya Allah, look at the full moon. When the para ulama's were present, so does the full moon.

This was when we realized that the full moon was rising and it kept on rising.

Once again, Im really greatful and feel much2 better after the weekends. It really lifted my spirits up. Like what Ust Shafi said, our souls need to be fed with nutritions too. Our body needs food, our soul needs this kind of spiritual events as our nutrition. ;) Alhamdulillah, Im full now. But will be thirsty for more insya Allah ;)

Last but not least, Here are 2 videos which I managed to record during the maulids. Enjoy. But I really love the 2nd one which was @ Masjid Omar. It was so tremendous. I love this kind of spiritual events.

National Stadium where the para ulama's were being introduced

One of the nicest spiritual event that Ive ever attended @ Masjid Omar

What a great event to end my weekends :) I really am satisfied. Like Ive said, one of the best weekends Ive ever had. I love my life, I love myself and yes I love my closed and loved ones :) that includes u *wink* ;)

Til then,

Massalamah.