Assalamualaikum,
I dont know why Im feeling this way. Im not tired but mentally yes. Been thinking too much I guess. Alot had happened today and Im just too tired to talk about it. Maybe when people dont understand you, its hard to really as if everything is fine. But somehow, even when we tried our best, someone said we are not doing it.
Just imagine, you worked yourself up to do something with all your heart. You've given it all but in the end, someone tells you "hey, come on la. You're doing it half hearted". Or lets say you really sped your way to do something very important but ended up someone tells you "hey, please la dont take your own sweet time".
How frustrating can that be?
Alhamdulillah today went well even though something crops out. Right after school, went straight to solat Asar then off to work. When Ive reached there, my friend was already there sitting outside. So I asked him hows today..he replied saying he started at 4pm and til 6pm he did nothing. No orders at all. So I went to the kitchen to put my things there and went out to sit with him. Within 5min, I blackout. By then I woke up, it was 7pm. Guess Im too tired afterall.
Tonight I ended work early. right on the dot 10pm I started my bike and went off home. I was really too tired. Im not sure physically or mentally. Both I guess. My laptop also giving me headaches.
As for now, Im really tired. I cant think too much now. Guess Ive to go now to get my rest.
Massalamah.
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