*looks at the time* wow. Look how fast time flies and u cant even see it or even feel it. What I felt today was tired all the way. Sometimes, or can I say most of the time, when we want the time to be slow, it will go like a chuchu train. But when we want it to be fast, a snail can crawl faster than counting down the clock.
Its been a very tiring day ever since I was transferred into the control room. Now, Im on my own doing all the stuffs in there. I was attached for nearly a month and today was officially my first day solo. How time really passed and how fast, it felt like it happened only 2 3 days ago. Leave all these behind but Im quite happy with what Im into now. But seriously, I did consider to tender and wanted to go elsewhere. But I have doubts like, Im still not sure which is better or which is more appropriate and most suitable for me and my future. Im always thinking about my future. That's why I cant really make up my mind. I hope whatever or wherever rezeki is, Im always there. Ill always pray to Him to show me the signs.
As time passes by, I can see changes in me for the past few days or weeks perhaps. I wont elaborate much cause I feel that its better to let others see my changes rather than I say it myself. Its been a very emotional one for me during this last quater of the year. This year is going to end soon and what changes have I made? what have I done throughout? Have I done enough? These things always pop out from my mind.
On the other hand, I want "you" to know that Im always trying my best to be the best. insya Allah and also, I really pray hard to let others see how much I really want my relationship with my special one to go to the next stage. I really hope this wont drag too long. I know its still far but I really really hope, it comes fast.
Til then, Assalamualaikum.
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